Why I Choose Not To Talk About My Feelings
People have blogs for many reasons. Some blog to vent, some blog to cure boredom (e.g. me), some blog to seek or give advice, some blog for networking purposes, some blog to advertise, some blog to destroy (internet bullying), some blog to bitch, some blog to reveal their deepest darkest secrets, some blog to relieve stress, and well... some blog to procrastinate (e.g. me).
In saying that, people also have different ways of blogging, structured to their purposes. Some blog in third person, some blog in riddles, some blog with emotions, some avoid emotions (e.g. me), some use humour (e.g. me), some use scandals, some use gossip, some use anger (e.g. me), some use quotes, some use pictures, some use paragraphs, some use dot points, ome use short form, some dont, some use black, some use white, some use chim words, some use no words.
Then in goes down to what's being blogged. Some people blog about love, some blog about life, some blog about math, some blog about festivals, some blog about travelling, some blog about everything (e.g. me), some blog about sports, some blog about boredom (e.g. me), some blog about sex, some blog about emotions, some blog about high school, some blog about poverty, some blog about dinner, some blog about cruelty. But yeah you all know, in your own experience with blogs, that a lot, if not most, do reveal their inner feelings. Be it about a relationship, a sibling, a lover, a secret, a past, the future, or best friend.
I dont know why, I can never do that. I can never discuss my insecurities publicly. Others find it helpful.......... or not. Some just don't care. Or some want people to care? I don't know. I just know I find it very awkward to let people know how I truly feel. Maybe I'm just that greedy that I don't want anybody having an advantage over me? (then again, who is that stalker-ish to look for me to pick on me right....). Nonetheless I could see how people would discuss their emotions and breakdowns and what not. As vices and all. To cope better. or like I said, vent.
My ways of venting would be to fill Curse Vomit all over the page, with bolded italics, senseless horseshit. Oh yeah... even if its just me complaining about assignments, or not enough sleep, or guys, or annoying siblings, or uni, or parking. I know my dignity and integrity gets flushed down the toilet when I go full throttle on swear words, but heck, to me, it beats cutting myself....... or starving........ or jogging.

Oh look at the time. 7pm already. Ugh. Daylight savings sucks. Just what I need. another wastage of 1 hour.
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