Friday, 09 November 2007

  • Got A New Xanga

              Not really NEW, been having it for a few weeks. But nothing in there you haven't read on I_Need_To_Study!

              I just wanted a shorter Xanga name. typing I_Need_To_Study everytime I sign in is such a hassle. Or maybe im just too lazy. oh whatever you get it.

              I'll still have this for awhile though, but all my updates will be on Ness_Bahkan

              Okay?

  • Political.. Controversial.. whatever you want to describe News today.

     

    Australian Prime Minister John Howard

    From 2006:

    The Prime Minister denies he has broken an election promise after the second interest rate rise since the Coalition was re-elected.

    The Reserve Bank has lifted the cash rate by one-quarter of a percentage point to 5.75 per cent.

    John Howard promised to keep interest rates low at the last federal election.

    "What voters were asked to believe at the last election and what is the case, and it still remains absolutely the case, that a Coalition government would always have interest rates much lower than a Labor government," he said.

              Mate, wha'eva. That was last year. First you deprive people of welfare by introducing all these rich-people-friendly policies, and then you expect everyone especially disabled people and single parents to work extra harder to earn support payments which sly, lazy, well-to-do people could easily corrupt their way through to getting them. And now another interest rate rise (RBA lifted cash rate to 6.25%, the highest in 11 years)! I mean yeah sure, Economics 101 says this should help combat other prices but whoah... so far you're just putting more and more people into povery and unemployment! Maybe this is part of ur plan? What's happening?

    Next?

    The "Natural Selector"

    A dozen others were wounded when Pekka-Eric Auvinen, 18 - who admired Hitler - carried out his murderous plan.

    The shooting has stunned Finland, where such violence is extremely rare.

    Witnesses described chaos and panic as Auvinen killed the headmistress, five boys, two girls, and wounded a dozen others as they tried to flee the carnage.

    The "natural selector" - used a chilling internet video posting to foreshadow his plan.

    YouTube has since removed the posting and Auvinen's profile in which he wrote: "I, as a natural selector, will eliminate all who I see unfit, disgraces of human race and failures of natural selection."

    "You might ask yourselves, why did I do this and what do I want? Well, most of you are too arrogant and closed-minded to understand," he said.

    "I am ready to die for a cause I know is right, just and true ... even if I would lose or the battle would be only remembered as evil ... I will rather fight and die than live a long and unhappy life."

              Eliminating all who you see unfit, disgraces of human race and failures of natural selection hey? This is only true in only ONE aspect..... when you eliminated yourself from this Earth.

    Next?

    Ben Cousins

    Ben Cousins

    Wayward West Coast Eagles star Ben Cousins went on a five-day cocaine binge when it was believed he had travelled to the US to seek drug rehabilitation.

    The Sydney Morning Herald has confirmed the 29-year-old former Eagles skipper was admitted to the Little Company of Mary Hospital in Los Angeles after police received an emergency call from an apartment last week.

    The caller told the operator the  man was "on cocaine not acting right" and had been on the drug for five days.

    Cousins, who is the centre of an unprecedented judicial inquiry into the Eagles,  spent two days in the hospital and was discharged last Friday.

              YOU'RE STILL MY BOO BEN-DER! Hahaha. Ok.. maybe not. No wait I take that back. No.. cannot. Wrooong. NO. I take that back! Beeeenn. I still think you're beautiful outside

Wednesday, 07 November 2007

  • Take-Home-Exam is DONE

              Handed it at 4.45pm. 15 minutes before the due time.

              Another good news, I got my Social Work assignment back!

              72%

              Yayuh! I didn't sleep for that friggin assignment. Come to think of it. I don't ever sleep when I have assessments due! like literally! Work work work from night, to midnight, up until morning and afternoon!

              Hence my happiness when I saw that 7 and 2. My sleepless hours paid off.

              Sigh... this doesn't mean I'm any less tired though!

              What m i gonna do next??

              EAT! (then sleep).

              Heheh.

Sunday, 04 November 2007

Saturday, 03 November 2007

Friday, 02 November 2007

  • Its 12.06am

              and I just got back from Uni. I feel so nice. I feel like a samaritan. I came across my ex presentation partner today when I handed in my assignment and I found out he was only gonna hand it in tmr. and I asked.. "Well... do you know what you're supposed to do? I mean... do u get it?". and he goes "I have no clue....".

              I gave him my email again and I told him if there was anything let me know. and while chatting with him just now around 10.30pm I couldnt be bothered going through notes and graphs on MSN and theres this program which we HAVE TO use to plot certain graphs and shit where only the uni computers have it, so I told him I'd just meet him in uni and help him there. I mean I cant be fucked typing equations and sending it to him on MSN.

              And after we did everything, he just couldnt believe it. All done within 40 minutes. It feeels soooooo good knowing that I actually helped him because well, just because! and also cuz I know how it feels like to know nothing .

              Actually its also because I told him if there was anything I could do to help, let me know. Cause I'm the kind where I wouldnt let myself go if I didnt keep to my word? Again this made me think of David, its because of him that I don't want to be like him? (i.e. not keeping to his word). Dunno hey theres been heaps of times where I use my David-experience as reference to why I would do this and why I wouldnt do what.

              Meh.

              Catchas losers!

  • WHAT THE!

     

    BEN COUSINS AND CAMERON DIAZ RUMOURED TO BE DATING?!?!?!?!?!?!?

     

    Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Ben Cousins

    and and... to add salt to my wounds, I realised I missed a question when I handed in my assignment.

    Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! WHY ME!

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  • Everyone just loves that Ben Cousins photo ey!

Wednesday, 31 October 2007

  • Why I Choose Not To Talk About My Feelings

              People have blogs for many reasons. Some blog to vent, some blog to cure boredom (e.g. me), some blog to seek or give advice, some blog for networking purposes, some blog to advertise, some blog to destroy (internet bullying), some blog to bitch, some blog to reveal their deepest darkest secrets, some blog to relieve stress, and well... some blog to procrastinate (e.g. me).

              In saying that, people also have different ways of blogging, structured to their purposes. Some blog in third person, some blog in riddles, some blog with emotions, some avoid emotions (e.g. me), some use humour (e.g. me), some use scandals, some use gossip, some use anger (e.g. me), some use quotes, some use pictures, some use paragraphs, some use dot points, ome use short form, some dont, some use black, some use white, some use chim words, some use no words.

              Then in goes down to what's being blogged. Some people blog about love, some blog about life, some blog about math, some blog about festivals, some blog about travelling, some blog about everything (e.g. me), some blog about sports, some blog about boredom (e.g. me), some blog about sex, some blog about emotions, some blog about high school, some blog about poverty, some blog about dinner, some blog about cruelty. But yeah you all know, in your own experience with blogs, that a lot, if not most, do reveal their inner feelings. Be it about a relationship, a sibling, a lover, a secret, a past, the future, or best friend.

              I dont know why, I can never do that. I can never discuss my insecurities publicly. Others find it helpful.......... or not. Some just don't care. Or some want people to care? I don't know. I just know I find it very awkward to let people know how I truly feel. Maybe I'm just that greedy that I don't want anybody having an advantage over me? (then again, who is that stalker-ish to look for me to pick on me right....). Nonetheless I could see how people would discuss their emotions and breakdowns and what not. As vices and all. To cope better. or like I said, vent.

              My ways of venting would be to fill Curse Vomit all over the page, with bolded italics, senseless horseshit. Oh yeah... even if its just me complaining about assignments, or not enough sleep, or guys, or annoying siblings, or uni, or parking. I know my dignity and integrity gets flushed down the toilet when I go full throttle on swear words, but heck, to me, it beats cutting myself....... or starving........ or jogging.

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              Oh look at the time. 7pm already. Ugh. Daylight savings sucks. Just what I need. another wastage of 1 hour.

Monday, 29 October 2007

  • Just to let you know

              I'm fine. and I passed my Psychology 116 exam. 1 down.... 4 exams, and 2 more assignments to go.

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